FIRST SCHOOL DAY
Ok, It actually wasn't bad at all...School was great. I saw my friends, we talked about our vacations ( mine as usual, the worst ) My friends sounded so happy, so satisfied of their great summer vacations , they talked about how they were swimming in the sea , about their fun sunbaths , together with their perfect families , perfect lives , not caring for anything. Their adorable stories made me think , how was my summer ? Well...If you have the nerve...read
15th June
I went to school , to get my grades , and to hang out with my friends at school . Well , I got my grades , talked with my friends for around 5 minutes and then they suddenly said "You're coming with us to the mall , right ? " and I answered " No..I can't I have some chores to take care of , sorry. Have a nice vacation , sweeties . " and they said "Oh,Ok. Bye" And I headed to my home , thinking of how i lied to my friends ... I didn't have any chores to take care of , I just didn't have any money to go to the mall with them. I knew that they were going to watch a movie... So I got home and sat on the computer , when my phone rang. It was my Mum , telling me that I'm starting work at our restaurant in a few days . Oh well , I knew this wasn't good for me ... I didn't want to spen my summer burried in a stupid restaurant , in the huge heat , being bored and pouring fucking alcochol . Yes, I worked as a barman.
Later...(i'll stop with the dates thing i don't remember everything)
So I went to work , cleaned the restaurant and started waiting for customers to come. The first two weeks of work ,were successful.A lot of people came , gave tips , we made good money (under "we" i mean me , my sister and grandmother. mum and dad came to work from 7:00 PM , so my work day was for around 7 hours ) .But after that , the people stopped coming . Me and my sister spent the days sitting , watching TV , being bored to death. Yes ,we did complain about it. But then August changed the theme of life A LOT . Dad got drunk again and Mum kicked him out of the house . I was happy , the days Dad wasn't home , I actually felt happy , because I was with the people who loved me and who cared about me . HAHA . Then one night my Mum practically escaped . She went to my Dad , got drunk with him .Then she came home . I told her that I was worried sick about her , and that I missed her . ( she didn't pick up her phones , me and my grandma went out to search for her ) Then Mum hugged me and PROMISSED that she won't do that ever again . And me , my grandma and my sister went to bed . I was calm and I said to myself that it's finally over . I was wrong. I heart a sound coming from the hall . I though it was the dogs and I went outside to calm them . Next second I hear my grandma yelling like crazy . I was like "Grandma, what the hell is wrong? " I saw that my mother's bad was empty , I searched the whole house . Mum escaped again . I started crying and swearing . I went outside to seek her , along with my sister . Grandma stayed home , so if Mum came back , she could make her stay home. We didn't find Mum . I was tired to death , my sister and grandmother too. Than my phone rings , and who was that ? My fucking father . He told me that Mum is with him. I was like WTF DID MUM LOSE HER MIND ? SHE SAID SHE NEVER WANTS TO SEE HIM OR TALK TO HIM AGAIN !!! And my sister said " At least now we know where she is . Let's go home and sleep . " so we did that . In the morning I went to my Mum's bedroom. Guess who I saw there - Mrs. Escape of the year and Mr Alcochol Man (my father ) . Haha , you realise I was totally shocked when I saw him home. On top of all , the next day he got drunk again and mother kicked him out of home AGAIN . Hoorayy . I seriously hoped that she finally makes up her mind . That happened a few times . And now my father is home . But he's afraid to talk , to be in one room with me , grandma, or my sister Vicktoria . OH AND HE HAS A REASON . IF I CATCH HIM ALONE IN A ROOM OH YEAH ,HE'S DEAD. Other than the sadness , madness in my summer vacation I won the friendship of a girl I never knew that I'd like. Her name is Loes . She is really nice and she's a really good friend.
15th September
End of the summer vacation . I don't know if I should be happy or sad about it . I had to sing " Could I have this kiss forever " by Enrique Iglesias and Whitney Houston , solo . Well I sang it . And I actually loved the way it sounded . All the students who thought that I was a jerk , a loser were like "WHOA , DUDE U CAN SING " Yes I can . I am still happy of the applause I got . I was absolutely flattered . Also we have a new student in our class . Her name is Joana , she seems like a nice girl , though I didn't get the chance to meet her , cause after my singing performance everyone was just rushing to meet me , which made me happy , but a bit sad too ... everyone loved me , because of my voice , not because of ME . Well I can't be mad at them , caus after all they don't know me . I felt like a celebrity o3o Really . After the "celebration" Me and a few of my friends hung out , this time I had all the money I needed , though my friends didn't want to go anywhere lmao . We went to a nearby stadium and well , there we saw my ex-boyfriend (
) and my friend Dalia's crush . They are footballers . So we watched them play , when suddenly my ex-boyfriend noticed me and started showting " VANESSA , PLAY WITH US " , I really like football , and I still like my ex-boyfriend ( o3o ) , so I agreed . But my friends were like "No way , We can't play football " and Dalia's crush said " I don't mind teaching you " So of course she blushed like a tomato , but still , she agreed to play . So while I and my ex-boyfriend were playing football , Dalia and her crush were talking . She didn't want to tell me what exactly they talked about , but who cares , she finally met him .
Then I went home and saw a note from my Mum .
"Vanessa and Vicktoria,
Clean the apartment , because obviously it hasn't been cleaned for a day . After that , feed the dogs, the cat and the hamster . After you're finnished with that , you can have a snack .
Love , Mum"
I saw the note and thought "Well , It says "Vanessa and Vicktoria " so I'll wait for Vicky to come home so we clean together . I went online on deviantart checked out some stuff and I got bored . CT is offline so I don't have any interesting things to do online . So , I fed the pets , then started cleaning our apartment . After I cleaned it I ate and went online again . Well , boredom hit me again , so I downloaded some new songs of Enrique Iglesias ( <3 ) .I listened to music , Vicky came home , I talked with her for awhile . Then I sent my best friend a text message , asking if we could see each other . She said that we couldn't , she didn't tell me why . So I went to her apartment (it's in the same building as mine ) and saw her brother's baby-sitter and I asked her if she knew where my best friend is . She said "Oh , she's on a concert " And I was like " O.O Okay..." so I went back home . I saw that it's time to walk my dogs...I went out with them , then came home . And after that I felt like writing all this down , I needed to share my feelings ...though none of my friends was here to help me . So , like usual I counted on my computer and well - here it is . Sometimes my Acer Aspire 3000 is a better friend than my real friends . I think this is getting too long , and I don't think that anyone will read it so... Bye
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